2009-03-15 - I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
2008-03-09 - fucking beautiful
2008-01-04 - i hate hate hate hate everything right now
2007-12-24 - Welcome to my lonely fuck up
2007-11-13 - such an imperfect rock star toucher
2007-03-13 - -
2006-07-11 - damn those pretty faces
2006-06-28 - Face Down
2006-06-23 - Realizations
2006-03-25 - the bitter truth/reality
2006-01-10 - A random list
2005-11-25 - short and pointless
2005-06-23 - I want or rather need more to life
2005-05-14 - Concerts and what the fuck is love like?
2005-04-21 - the sun needs to come up again
2005-04-09 - To Kurt, 11th anniversary . Here's my candel to you
2005-03-13 - "I wash my wounds with tears of hope"
2005-03-07 - Blindside
2005-02-17 - the rain
2005-01-21 - People say that you never get over your first love that you will always like them no matter what
2004-12-05 - i don't know if i've ever been this depressed before, its sad, it makes me sad.......again
2004-11-21 - Stupid boys
2004-11-03 - my life sucks yet again
2004-10-30 - My weekend. I saw webby, I'm getting married
2004-10-24 - My wonderful weekend and week/ he knows my name and spassing like a mouse
2004-10-14 - I love h/s so many new friends. And you're jealous because you don't have boobs/ he touched my hair
2004-10-02 - A lil about homecoming
2004-09-23 - Stupid Homecoming!!!!!!!!!!
2004-09-17 - the LIST
2004-09-11 - trading card
2004-09-04 - The day the world stopped spinning
2004-08-29 - high school changes you and your friends
2004-08-18 - A sorta kinda enjoy high school now.
2004-08-13 - FIRST DAY OF HIGH SCHOOL
2004-08-07 - I went to the mall today and I met Kurt Cobain
2004-07-25 - He sort of symbolize my entire childhood and now its/he’s gone.
2004-07-20 - I just want her to find her own self because that’s the best person she can act like.
2004-07-19 - I have a confession to make...
2004-07-17 - playing guitar and math packet and my 200th entry YAY!!!!!!!!
2004-07-16 - Cramps and human conversation
2004-07-05 - High school was like a surreal dream that you could never have but now I already have my class schedule
2004-06-28 - I'm scared
2004-06-16 - Boring summer. I know someone going to my h/s
2004-06-09 - I said it before and I don't want to say it again.
2004-06-05 - Getting a lil closer to a friend and Mike Myers
2004-05-25 - I know what I am and I am NOT goth!!!!!
2004-05-23 - growing up/ party
2004-05-17 - Yet anothing boring entry/ environmentalist dreams
2004-05-08 - Liar Liar Liar
2004-04-30 - cutting and yet another girly huggie moment
2004-04-25 - What the hell is love anyway? That dude was totally hot. Black Belt!
2004-04-24 - The party drama and love is fragile
2004-04-17 - Me reading? No it can't actually be true.
2004-04-12 - My head hurts like hell and talking about falling apart
2004-04-09 - I'm tired of this!!!! I'm insane!!!!
2004-04-05 - 3 years that will last forever- April 5th- RIP KURT
2004-04-03 - I'm so fucking tired of this.
2004-03-29 - The whole growing up thing and being free I guess
2004-03-26 - My first ever real rock concert
2004-03-19 - remember someone for me and I'm happy. I'm a little scared
2004-03-15 - individual they said ME
2004-03-15 - Samantha
2004-03-15 - Steph
2004-03-15 - Forest
2004-03-15 - Webster
2004-03-15 - Drake
2004-03-15 - Travis
2004-03-15 - Leah
2004-03-15 - Lauren
2004-03-15 - Cortney
2004-03-15 - Kayla
2004-03-15 - My life: Staring me. Co-staring the following ....
2004-03-14 - Loaded with Nirvana and talkn about TLC
2004-03-12 - preview, tantric lyrics, doll parts
2004-03-08 - boring and dull. In front of the school........Just lovely........not
2004-03-07 - grunge and caring, Trees and speaking
2004-03-05 - Second chance at all of this
2004-02-28 - I want my own box. I want it now!!!!
2004-02-27 - blah blah retreat. blah blah blah considerate
2004-02-23 - people still not understanding and bands who do.
2004-02-22 - i cryed. And that party. It wasn't a joke.
2004-02-20 - Kurt Cobain's birthday. Must listen to "smells like teen spirit" 100 times. Note to self: get a life
2004-02-19 - People said I have no life. Go home. Have no life. Repeat process everyday. Another lost cousin
2004-02-18 - class novel, new cousins, trees and issues
2004-02-17 - bored and the new blue layout
2004-02-16 - My new found love and me talking about the foo fighters and other shit
2004-02-09 - back again, again and more screwed than ever
2003-12-05 - check up
2003-10-24 - my good bye
2003-10-21 - Not good not good at all. (the break up)
2003-10-20 - one peaceful week please.
2003-10-19 - secrets so many secrets
2003-10-18 - bring it all back
2003-10-17 - unexpected
2003-10-16 - sure as hell
2003-10-15 - Forget all you people
2003-10-14 - my fucking problems with this world
2003-10-14 - thats what I get for being friends with a cheerleader
2003-10-13 - So many problems but not real problems
2003-10-12 - Travis touble and bingo
2003-10-11 - i'm so tired of this
2003-10-11 - Football games and fun
2003-10-09 - pe problems and back hurts
2003-10-08 - Problems with school and friends
2003-10-07 - we won! we won!
2003-10-05 - Travis & Lauren, Leah & Drake, and just Cortney
2003-10-05 - New books and teeth
2003-10-03 - short
2003-10-02 - I want to leave
2003-10-01 - Knowing my name
2003-09-29 - Football games and sucky grades
2003-09-28 - unanswered questions
2003-09-27 - understanding why
2003-09-27 - Still so damn confused and hating school
2003-09-21 - Trouble at the movies
2003-09-17 - tiny update
2003-09-14 - Damn it. Everything is all wrong
2003-09-13 - back to the beginning
2003-09-12 - oh dance partys are coolio
2003-09-10 - on and on and on and on
2003-09-08 - that darn mouse and unsure
2003-09-06 - Fun needed
2003-09-05 - party on
2003-09-04 - a little bit sleepy
2003-09-01 - Damn the man, Man
2003-08-31 - my doughnut dreams
2003-08-30 - really really short
2003-08-29 - The small things don't need lectures
2003-08-29 - People on the bus suck
2003-08-28 - schools sucks
2003-08-27 - this is gonna be short but still a little update
2003-08-26 - the full update
2003-08-25 - in a hurry
2003-08-23 - Weekend and now i'm here
2003-08-20 - Finally my guitar is all here
2003-08-18 - broken gbook
2003-08-17 - maybe a new layout and still waiting
2003-08-16 - found my cell phone, talkn to a guy about guitars
2003-08-15 - lost cell phone can someone help
2003-08-15 - lost cell phone can someone help
2003-08-14 - "the truck" and "dem guys"
2003-08-12 - my fake tatoo's
2003-08-11 - feel better
2003-08-11 - feel better
2003-08-11 - Everything is pointless
2003-08-09 - Its weird when someone your age is in front of you and dead
2003-08-07 - i wish I could learn bmx
2003-08-07 - death
2003-08-06 - nothing to be depressed about today.
2003-08-05 - waiting for me mom to come home
2003-08-04 - Finnaly freakn guitar lessons
2003-08-02 - I mean labeled, classified, or even stereotyped me
2003-08-02 - fucking boredom
2003-08-01 - shake it man. Just shake it
2003-08-01 - Depressed & confused & hate just a normal day
2003-08-01 - Where in the hell is my son
2003-07-31 - I finnaly know who my little buddy is
2003-07-30 - camera
2003-07-29 - The talks about "stuff"
2003-07-29 - Maybe warped tour
2003-07-28 - little shits and anklets
2003-07-28 - chords and shit like that
2003-07-28 - 101 Rules To Hardcore
2003-07-26 - Seabiscuit and school bitches
2003-07-26 - TRL
2003-07-26 - Final Destination 2
2003-07-25 - Fembot my latest a-ar obession
2003-07-24 - My boys are up for a vma. That fuckn rocks
2003-07-23 - i edit this today, and chord zine and TBS album
2003-07-22 - How in the hell can you think Tyson is on drugs?
2003-07-21 - The boys new dues
2003-07-20 - imx and trl and books and my brother and my cousin
2003-07-20 - The taste of tears is something new
2003-07-18 - Anybody lookn for a guitarist
2003-07-18 - My family issues
2003-07-16 - Personally I think more people read my diary when I depressed than if i'm feeling happy and signs from the rejects
2003-07-15 - Yay for no depression.
2003-07-15 - the lack of sleep can really get to ya
2003-07-14 - broken legs and feeling bad
2003-07-14 - I could have taking them all.
2003-07-13 - birds gone & birthday fun & boats
2003-07-11 - life= nightmare
2003-07-11 - Bonethrower and weird people linking me
2003-07-10 - Just leave me alone
2003-07-9 - trips to the vet and a visit to get yet another new toothbrush
2003-07-8 - Good friends go to the mall with you but great friends hide bodys with you
2003-07-7 - hey quote me go ahead quote me
2003-07-6 - That poor dragonfly
2003-07-6 - A huge lie
2003-07-6 - Attack of the dust bunnys
2003-07-5 - Playlist
2003-07-4 - how much does my life suck? just read to find out
2003-07-4 - Nobody understands me let alone cares if i'm happy
2003-07-4 - A little note from a friend and a lesson in friendship
2003-07-3 - a little trouble with mase
2003-07-2 - A boring world that I call life
2003-07-01 - people like me, nothing changes, and life is what ya make it
2003-06-30 - A bio of me
2003-06- 29 - swimming and Driver 2
2003-06-27 - Nothing really. Just my very dull life
2003-06-26 - Fear in me so deep it gets the best of me
2003-06-26 - hey I got a new toothbrush
2003-06-20 something - stop looking
2003-06-06 - sympathy and a hottie
2003-06-05 - songs and there lyrics
June 22 03 - switching layouts
June 21, 03 - The cup is half empty. No, or is it half full
June 20, 2003 - A little trip to my uncle's
1980-01-04 - yes, more ?
June 21 (I think) 2003 - music and questions
2003-21-6 - 1st chord and nothing else really
1980-01-04 - New layout and Tyson is still a hottie
June- something like the 15th - New layout
2003-17-06 - computer issues
2003-06-14 - Just a lot on me
2003-06-14 - tuning and how much I suck at it.
2003-06-13 - ?'s
2003-06-13 - heres dreaming and heavy weights
2003-06-12 - a whole new thing maybe a whole new life style.
2003-06-11 - God its good to be alive
2003-06-11 - Vanilla Sky and hotties and obsessions
2003-06-11 - Marry me please
2003-06-11 - emo now and forever
2003-06-11 - not much
2003-06-11 - growing up. Scary isn't it
2003-06-11 - Life isn't about finding yourself its about creating yourself
2003-06-11 - no school
2003-06-11 - the last day of school and the last song
2003-06-11 - finals and teens
2003-06-11 - school
2003-06-11 - school and all things about it
2003-06-11 - Here in this diary
2003-06-11 - -
2003-06-11 - Friends
2003-06-11 - -
2003-06-11 - again emotions
2003-06-11 - -
2003-06-11 - this is not my first entry